Chained to Food
I feel worthless. I feel guilty, I dont know how to stop this anymore. I know the answer is God and I go to him every time after anxiety hits me and I start to eat like crazy but it keeps happening again and again and it has been happening for over two years. I feel chained to this and I cant seem to find a way to free myself. Ive asked God many times to take this away but He doesnt do it, I know he is able so I know there must be something Im doing wrong I just dont know what it is. It's hard to talk about it, I feel this pressure to be perfect and to look perfect, I know most of this pressure comes from me but also from my friends and family. I dont know what to do, I dont have anyone I can talk to about this and I dont want to be this way anymore.